Many times it is clear to see that Hashem is bringing pain, preplanned and preordained, right to my doorstep. But it is hard to see that it is for my good and that Hashem is doing it out of loving-kindness.
The Kindness in the Torture
When I discover the kindness within the torture, when I find the comfortable pillow in theambulance, it can change my perspective on the entire situation. It reminds me that Hashem cares for me and has brought about this event for my good. I may not see it as good, I may not understand how it is for my best, but it is clearly orchestrated by Hashem. And I see that Hashem has gone out of His way make some part of my situation more comfortable.
This shows me the great love Hashem has for me. It allows me to know that just as the pillow was planned out of love, so too were the rest of the circumstances. This viewpoint colors the entire situation in a different light, allowing me to understand that it was brought by Hashem – and despite the pain and suffering, it is something I need for my good.
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