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Two Zionist Giants Statue of Herzl and Jewish Press blogger, Jordana Brown

A few weeks later, I again found myself embroiled in an online argument with a stranger (I am working on this, you should know- I’m aware it’s not a good look.) Again I was defending a friend from a Facebook bully and he growled back. He told me (he doesn’t know me, but we have some mutual friends) that he and his friends often talk about me and take bets on when I will make yerida (leave Israel for good). Wait, what? A guy who disagrees with me politically, wishing me failure on my life in Israel? Does my loud and proud Right-Wing Zionism threaten him so much personally that he secretly hopes it fails? That’s crazy! And then I realized- this is a thing. And although he’s pretty nasty, he’s not the only one who does it.

Judging people’s Zionism, their dedication to this country, their support for Israel, their likelihood to remain here for good- this isn’t something that only Facebook bullies do- we all do it! Even me! Especially me? I have had conversations where I cluck at people who are thinking about leaving and going back to their countries of birth. I shake my head at people who call those places “home.” “We are home!” I exclaim with pride, not pausing to wonder whether it comes off as hurtful. I might judge someone who goes back to their birth country 2 and 3 times a year and think “commit yourself to your move!” I wonder incredulously at olim who contemplate raising their family anywhere besides Israel, knowing that the main focus of my move was to raise a family here. It’s been a time of real self-reflection, and I often haven’t enjoyed what I’ve seen. I hate criticism in general and self-criticism is worse, because I can be brutally honest. But without this introspection, I wouldn’t be able to grow, and L-rd knows I need to. I need to help that person want to stay here. I don’t need to coddle them and jump on their “Israel is the worst” bandwagon. But I can listen to their concerns, come up with meaningful possible solutions and try and share my Zionist love affair with them. I can try and be an advocate for the good, without ignoring their valid complaints of the bad. And I can realize that just because the annoying things here don’t bother me as much, that the positive so outweighs the negative in my aliyah process and that I intend for my aliyah to be permanent doesn’t mean that everyone feels the same way. Or has to. Or ever will. And just like I have to learn to accept people who are different from me in a myriad ways, so too I have to accept, love and not judge my fellow olim who are dealing with their life change in a different way. I hope I can do it and I think I can do it- I’ll keep you posted!


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Jordana is a right wing, Zionist young woman who made Aliyah single from NYC in the summer of 2014. Follow her adventures through Aliyah and life...