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9/11 attack on Twin Towers:

Many parents came to pick up their children. For their own comfort, no doubt, the children did not yet know and would not understand.

But the world changed that day, at least for me.

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For years I stayed up all night, with some tiny part of my soul believing if I was vigilant, if I was watching, it wouldn’t happen again. And staying awake, I read the news on the computer ceaselessly.

I had to learn who did this, I had to learn who else was out there, I had to catch up on the lifetime of paying attention only to domestic politics, of chanting, “keep your laws off my body” and thinking I was confronting the biggest evil out there.

So I woke up. And I never went back.

Just a few weeks later, the daughter of a close friend became a bat mitzvah. At the party celebrating the milestone, the band played both the American national anthem and Hatikvah. Everyone rose and sang. In the history of my generation, of “my crowd” of my generation, my Jewish crowd, my upper-middle class crowd, my materialistically non-materialistic crowd, the band would not have played those songs, and we would not have sang the words if they had, and we certainly would not have stood.

I remain fixed in the place to which I was jolted by the attacks of 9/11. Almost all of my (now former) friends drifted lazily back to a place of comfort.

A few years later I was sitting in the backseat of a car, on the way to another bat mitzvah celebration, with friends. It was longer than a 15 minute drive, so as usual I had my stack of reading material.

I started to read out loud what I thought was a particularly important bit of information – at this point I was zeroing in mostly on what was happening to Israel. I was shocked by the idea that anti-Semitism still existed. I thought that pretty much ended after World War II.

“You know?” my friend interrupted, the man who was driving, inclining his head towards the back seat, where I was.

“The Jewish people have existed for 5,000 years. And they are going to exist for another 5,000 years,” he intoned.

“Yes,” I retorted.

“That’s because there will always be people like me standing in front of the people like you,” I said.

It was not a kind thing to say. It pretty much created a rift that never healed over. But it illustrated, at least for me, the chasm that had been created.

I was forever on one side, the post-9/11 side, the post murder of Noam Apter side, the there-is-evil-in-the-world side, the side that believes the slogan “Never Again” is blasphemy in the mouths of those who will not be working, fighting, clawing, to stop it from happening again.

My former friends, political allies, the light-hearted, are on the other side.

And the chasm continues to grow.

 

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Lori Lowenthal Marcus is a contributor to the JewishPress.com. A graduate of Harvard Law School, she previously practiced First Amendment law and taught in Philadelphia-area graduate and law schools. You can reach her by email: Lori@JewishPressOnline.com

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